Taylor. Seventeen. I’m addicted to sadness. I keep everything a daydream away so I never have to lose. But somehow, I always end up losing regardless. In a world where everything is fast paced, I often find myself falling behind. Pain has become such a big part in my life, I don’t really remember a time when it wasn’t. I don’t want to be here anymore. Is that legitimate enough for you?Tumblr (3.0; @t-ayl0rr)http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/<p>Like you’re drowning, but you can see everyone else around you sleeping.</p> <p>It’s like you’re watching a play of your life. There’s so much action going on, but you’re so far from it. Nobody is paying attention to you. They are too busy focusing on what comes in the next scene. Nobody would notice if you exited between scenes and never came back.</p>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/46028660166http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/46028660166Fri, 22 Mar 2013 20:03:45 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/f72049ef573ecb3be6b70417f92261fb/tumblr_mg8m755TeS1s2dhmfo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/42462010989http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/42462010989Wed, 06 Feb 2013 18:49:40 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9d2a55ff9196175a7c2379036153fd3e/tumblr_mhtol8Dm611qecukdo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/42461984053http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/42461984053Wed, 06 Feb 2013 18:49:19 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/dbf15c0b8f859f49d4c1d23489aa56ee/tumblr_mhtolyd9QV1qecukdo1_400.gif"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/42461972566http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/42461972566Wed, 06 Feb 2013 18:49:10 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b8fcccb00c119fda16ecdb84669f0d20/tumblr_mhtocfJzJ61qecukdo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/42461362963http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/42461362963Wed, 06 Feb 2013 18:41:02 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/19163df7221bf99d29aaa24211eaf445/tumblr_mhk9hj53Lw1qkrafeo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://s-l-o-w-l-y-d-y-i-n-g.tumblr.com/post/42046248749/the-perks-of-being-a-wallflower">s-l-o-w-l-y-d-y-i-n-g</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em>the perks of being a wallflower</em></p> </blockquote>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/42046794326http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/42046794326Fri, 01 Feb 2013 16:46:35 -0500<p>Before I end up doing something I might regret, I&#8217;m logging off Tumblr.</p> <p>I&#8217;ll be watching movies until I fall asleep.</p>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41991262262http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41991262262Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:28:17 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8ecb9fe075906d9cb5c945b012a1a604/tumblr_mhgh1u59i31s38ulyo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41991186677http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41991186677Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:27:21 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e8ac53dcf5b032d16c97936f2b9a53e7/tumblr_mfdyp6nBye1rkxl1vo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41991173628http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41991173628Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:27:12 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/780033c943d9ae5219bad7659b62fd23/tumblr_mhgt3tLwXB1r6bgeqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://amerytoberemembered.tumblr.com/post/41905757834/b-a-n-g-on-we-heart-it">amerytoberemembered</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>B A N G on We Heart It - <a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/27052480/via/AmeryTheTomotokki"><a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/27052480/via/AmeryTheTomotokki">http://weheartit.com/entry/27052480/via/AmeryTheTomotokki</a></a></p> </blockquote>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41991045963http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41991045963Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:25:39 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0a888683962db7fdab3c94f1116f2f8e/tumblr_mgkc69OZen1r3u9dio1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990385172http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990385172Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:17:33 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/f2f8dfe060fd9b8e2bf34994b0346ee0/tumblr_mhirmkpONF1qecukdo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990378377http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990378377Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:17:28 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/50a6d635d7184272a5b7dfddcba6d404/tumblr_mh1zoqLo3h1qiu761o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://funkyfreshhx3.tumblr.com/post/41236893968/anything-you-say">funkyfreshhx3</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Anything you say.</p> </blockquote>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990206295http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990206295Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:15:19 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d8b6ab059338a296d68847266d9ac9fa/tumblr_mh3vtuQ7PI1s2ge3ko1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990190038http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990190038Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:15:07 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/26f885c7cee25014edab994df43cf79a/tumblr_mh3x4163Es1qhhj4fo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://shots-ofhemlock.tumblr.com/post/41523199383/this-made-me-so-sad">shots-ofhemlock</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>this made me so sad.</p> </blockquote>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990172859http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990172859Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:14:53 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/90965603314b7bc9bf7dc9156b771ebe/tumblr_mhiri450Fb1qecukdo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990138252http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990138252Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:14:28 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/30eb841d758a4ba6a9a2b3d444169c00/tumblr_mhirftaSDT1s3hby5o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990065413http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41990065413Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:13:33 -0500Me to others: you're beautiful<br /> Me to others: never damage your skin, you're too perfect for that<br /> Me to others: cheer up, don't be upset<br /> Me to others: you shouldn't feel like this at a young age<br /> Me to others: im worried about you<br /> Me to others:every weight is beautiful<br /> <br /> Me to myself: you're worthless<br /> Me to myself: cut deeper<br /> Me to myself: you deserve this<br /> Me to myself: no one cares about you<br /> Me to myself: you're disgusting<br /> Me to myself: you're not good enough<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41989949521http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41989949521Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:12:06 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b4bcc80aadb497cff9c15e93ce7f9678/tumblr_mhiratqdnK1qecukdo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41989875603http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41989875603Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:11:12 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/9e4a6c4fa22104b4d8144c25bcec2153/tumblr_mhirb8ohNz1qecukdo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41989835120http://t-ayl0rr.tumblr.com/post/41989835120Thu, 31 Jan 2013 21:10:44 -0500